i'm not good enough for you but you are not for me!

thats is my heart said just now... i feel so sad about it... yeah... my life not happier just like i wish before... hurmm... why this thing happen to me?? is it becoz of i'm not good enough for you?? then why me that you want me suffer like this??? oh! i know ur answer now... it becoz you are not for me!!! i know that i'm not a prefect woman like others.. knows to treat you well... give you a happiness in your life! not like me... i always yell at you, hurts your feeling... i;ve became like this because you didn't know how to treat me n make me smile always..you've betrayed me!! why you doing this thing on me?? what did you want from me??? you hurts my feeling so badly... make me gone crazy! why? why? and why? i guest that i'm not good enough for you... if you tells me that i'm good enough for you, just give me the answer why  you hurts me so badly??? what did you want from me?? i hope that you read this and know how my feeling and heart now...